I'm a psycho...end of story.

[sarchan]

I don't know why, I feel like crying right now. And just letting all my stress out. I'm really starting to worry myself. I think I should see a god damn psychiatrist. I have lots of issues...like I have to rinse 14 times after I brush my teeth..I have no idea why. I just *have* to, or else I feel horrible. And I'm always worried that if some *little* tiny thing happens to me, that I'm going to die. And, like when I sleep, I have to have my back facing the wall and I have to be facing the open space, or else I feel as if someone is going to sneak up on me. Same thing goes when I'm washing my face, I constantly feel like someone's going to be behind me....O.o Normal kids my age aren't like this...they're able to enjoy life..I remember when I could. But now there's always problems. And the fact that I don't like going outside doesn't really help either. I don't feel comfortable going around people anymore, and when I do go around people, I feel *very* nervous and tense, and it's not a good feeling. I don't make friends very easily either. So that's why I stay inside everyday. I'm constantly worrying about something. Oh..what to do...what to do...?