Frustration is killing me slowly...

Ick..hi. Today has been...boring! My mom's having a dinner party, and all these people are over. I'm not being included of course, but i don't mind. School is tomorrow!! HELL NO!!!! >.< i have a huge report due in like 2 weeks. Not fun. I just got through with watching a Tenchi Muyo movie. I'm frustrated becuz i was trying to make a damn music video and it's not working!!! Ok. I'm done bitching and moaning!!!!
I've been having that stupid song stuck in my head all day...........

Isolation

There is nothing left in my life
Depression is slowly filling my soul
Only emptiness will prevail
I don't know if I can take this
...endless....
day after day
month after month
year after year
When will this all end?


...Will I ever be happy?

Maybe I need to put my misery into a better place.

And find myself once again...before it's too late.
Goodbye...

Have you ever lost the person who was most dear to you?

She was always there, on my darkest days
And she always returned my gaze

Her smile brightened my life, through my pain and strife

As the year passed by, there was an occasional "hi"

I could sense something was wrong, for she wasn't the same...
we obviously weren't connecting, but I ignored it as if it were a game

And as she brought the gun to her head, there was a million things I could have said

I told her everything's gonna be alright, as I hugged her and cried

But...it had no affect...because then she pulled the trigger, and died.

...and she'll probably never know that I loved her....