How long can I keep living this way??

*sighs*. I don't think I can even begin to express the way I feel at this moment. This week has been awful....and I have absolutely no friends to talk to....I'm in a damn library!!!! That's the only place I can be without feeling *slightly* worse. I have so much to say...I need to talk to someone. Maybe Sae. Or maybe even Lara ^^ People are looking at what I'm typing. Better Go. *sighs* here we go again.......