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God! All I wanted to do was go home and get out of this god damn forest, but NO they all wanna go swimming!!! I don't wanna swim and everyone is trying to persuade me to go, but it didn't work!! None of the swimsuits fit, and I'm just really pissed off right now, as in they better leave me alone or I'm really going to be unlpeasant and bite people's heads off. People better stay the hell away from me today...geez. No one gives me any privacy or anything! All I wanna do is just be left alone without anyone bugging me! That's it! Is that too much to ask??? *breathes* When I get home I'm taking a nice LONG nap in my OWN bedroom and my OWN bed!!!! God...OK I'm done. You can leave now. Nothing more to say.

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Damn. I have a headache and a bad feeling in my throat. I'm tired. But one thing's for sure, I'm out of that forest!!!!!!! so relieved. Actually, I'm wondering, is this song soothing for my headache? It's kinda...good for my other moods...but, I dunno. The god damn song is called "In your Head" so that kinda makes you wonder, what's in my head? And why does my head hurt? LOL, I think I need some sleep. And why do I keep seeing my water bottle bubble from time to time? That's just plain scary. Not supposed to happen. Sae seems a little disapointed because I don't feel like spending the night at her house. Well, geez, I just got home. What does she expect? I've spent...*long* days at that forest...and it feels great to be home...so I wanna stay here for a bit. I'm tired. I need a break. *screams, but no one hears* my throat hurts.......I'm such a complainer. But it's true. I'm gonna switch the song. It's kinda...annoying. Oh my god...this song is so the opposite and SO soothing for my head. Theme of Dagger...^.^ It's making me feel better..but then my mom is talking and it's making my head worse. geez. I want silence and no one is giving me it. Crap. Tasia has my capris and I won't see them FOR THE ENTIRE SUMMER!!! Bcuz she's away in Oregon. My favorite pants, too. Oh well. I don't need clothes. I'm not going anywhere this summer, so I'll just be lazy and sit on the computer the whole summer and waste away. That's the cool thing to do. Actually, it's not, but, oh my god, I need to shut up. Why am I going on and on about nothing??? If I was another person observing myself, I'd tell myself that I need to get some sleep because I look like a freak, with knotted up hair (from the convertible ride from the forest), and...just a mess. Yeah. That's what I'd say. *takes a sip of water* *massages head* (I think that's how you spell massage) MY WATER BOTTLE JUST BUBBLED!!! I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH IT!!! Am I seeing things? Who knows? My ears still haven't popped from the ride from the forest. (If anyone doesn't know by now, I refer to my cousin's house as "the forest" because it's surrounded by trees and there's wild animals and such. Ooh...Eyes on Me is on. I like that song ^^
Ya know, the taste of this water is really gross. Why am I drinking it? It's just plain tap water. My sister just put tap water in Arrowhead water bottles to make you *think* it's good water, but it's nothing special. Ok. I'm an idiot. I'm talking about water. That's really...pathetic. Maybe I should stop writing. Or, maybe I shouldn't. I dunno. I really dunno...I'm looking at that little message that my sister left for me on the tv. Since, the tv is dusty, (lol, we just haven't cleaned it in a while) my sister drew with her fingers on the tv screen, "Sarah sucks!" That's kinda lame, but it makes me feel bad everytime I look at it. Maybe I should erase it. But then my fingers would get dusty. And that would be gross. I don't feel like playing nintendo. Just the thought of playing Tetris makes my head hurt more. It takes too much thinking. I like going on the computer. It calms me down, a little bit. *yawns* Ok, I think I should stop writing. Seriously, this time. I'm going to stop before I get carried away. Oops, I already have...