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i had a rather odd day. Me and Ashley were stalking this one girl because...I don't know. We're like obsessed. O.o;; And we feel sorry for her because she doesnt have any friends. And she's alone all the time. But we wanna be her friend. But we're too shy to go up and say "Hi, what's your name?" So, at lunch we tried to find her, and we looked in the library, and she was sitting at a table in a corner all by herself. But, everytime we get close to talking to her, we burst out laughing. So we sat at at table behind her, while Erin was giving me a weird look. I was laughing REALLY hard...^^;; and so we had to leave because we couldn't take it anymore. then me and ashley got worried because we thought the girl might think that we're stalking her (actually we kinda were) and that were laughing cuz we were making fun of her, and that is SO not the case!!! anyways, we went and sat under the stairs next to the biology rooms...it's usually where we always sit when we laugh..(we laugh alot..about random stuff) and i started laughing so hard that i was almost about to throw up..literally. so i had to get a drink of water...cuz i couldn't breathe. it was a very awful feeling.

i'm not friends with candace anymore....but I feel better now that i'm not. she's just a really stressful friend. she didn't like me very much, i could tell. she threatened to beat me up last year, made me cry...it was just awful. if you looked up friend in the dictionary, it would not be anything like the way she treats me. Sae, you would never do that to me. That would be like...stupid. lol. We're such good friends that we haven't fought in years. and you're free to be friends with candace. because i'm not judgemental like that. i feel that i'm taken advantage of just because i'm small and weak. oh well...

hm....well...whilst i was walking home...i was just thinking about how beautiful it was outside. the color of the trees...maroon-ish, red-ish, golden color...so pretty. and the rain. i wanted a ride home, but i couldn't get one. so i was forced to walk home in the rain. but it wasn't that bad. i love autumn ^_^

*sighs* I think this is enough writing for today. I'm gonna change my journal piccie again..give me something to do.

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well we just got back from the Old Spaghetti Factory. good food, too. ^^ so now i'm back and kinda tired. i was reading some fanfiction earlier, but i couldn't find any good romance novels...=/ no one is online at the moment to chat with. stupid people. where are you? i hate myself that i've lost touch with all my online friends. i haven't chatted with them in a long time. like lara, for instance. i'm *so* sorry i've been ignoring you lately!! i didn't mean to! and...well, there's not much to say about matt, considering that he doesn't talk to me. and me and ter have like...lost touch. ugh. we never talk like we used to. that really sucks. and ya know what, i think it's me. *i'm* the one who's not talking. i'm too wrapped up in my own selfish life. baka me. >.<

i apoligize to anyone i've been rude to these past two weeks. such as sae....i haven't been talking with you at all. i'm sorry!!! i really am. i'm just....kinda troubled lately. hard to explain. but, hopefully i can see you this weekend and we can rent anime videos and stuff. ^^;

yeah. i'm gonna continue doing what i was doing before...i don't even remember what that was...O.o;

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I am 64% ADDICTED TO THE INTERNET.



I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer!


Take the INTERNET-ADDICT Test at Fuali.com!

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