Dec. 19th, 2001
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Dec. 19th, 2001 05:10 pmthe more i think about it, the more i can't stand myself. my ugliness, the way i dress, my attitude, everything. i'm so sick and tired of hearing my own voice. i hate myself. i really do. I wish I could die
I should have died when I was born, why did they keep me alive? I almost did die, but the hospital did everything in their power to save me. (i was premature and i weighed 1 pound something) i should have been killed off. it wasn't right for me to be living right now. i belong in another time, another world, another dimension. not here.
I AM SO SICK OF THIS! god! it's wasting time! i am a complete waste of god damn time! STOP READING THIS STUPID JOURNAL ENTRY.
I should have died when I was born, why did they keep me alive? I almost did die, but the hospital did everything in their power to save me. (i was premature and i weighed 1 pound something) i should have been killed off. it wasn't right for me to be living right now. i belong in another time, another world, another dimension. not here.
I AM SO SICK OF THIS! god! it's wasting time! i am a complete waste of god damn time! STOP READING THIS STUPID JOURNAL ENTRY.
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Dec. 19th, 2001 10:24 pm(no subject)
Dec. 19th, 2001 10:30 pmi'm supposed to be doing my science project...but my mom's helping me out. u_u i'm so troubled. But I'm feeling better. I guess I was a little "down in the dumps".......
I think when I get home tomorrow I'll have some fun. No homework, no nothing, just fun. FUN includes: Playing Tomb Raider and trying not to land in the water,
and...shoot. i gotta go. >.< later.
I think when I get home tomorrow I'll have some fun. No homework, no nothing, just fun. FUN includes: Playing Tomb Raider and trying not to land in the water,
and...shoot. i gotta go. >.< later.