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[sarchan]

Well...today wasn't so good afterall. I guess that proves that I can no longer have a good day, nor do I have the power to *try* and have one.

Math- me and ashley laughed alot..it was fun.
Choir- Sat alone..pondered my thoughts
Health- Sat alone...pondered my thoughts
PE- Walked around the field with ashley and candace
Lunch- had lunch with candace. sat in our usual spot by the student store.
English- Sat alone...pondered my thoughts
Biology- I felt sick..I couldn't even function on what i was supposed to do..felt like i had to throw up, so i laid my head on the table while the stupid fat guy next to me asked me gay fucking questions...it made me feel more nauseated then i already was =/

then i walked home, alone and pondered my thoughts.


here i am now. I really wanna spend the night at my mom's house...

hm..and i was thinking...maybe i should go back into my whole skater-ish stage..
with all the punk music and clothes...and stuff. i had more friends that way.
but it wasn't the real me. i was..hiding behind a mask. *sighs* life always has to be difficult.