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[sarchan]

I'm really sad right now. I'm just remembering bits and pieces of my old life, and how it used to be. Like that water party on Ashley's trampoline, walking home from school in the rain with Sae, sitting in the glider in the backyard looking up at the stars, watching Sailor Moon in my parent's bedroom, the little karate match we had in my front yard during the summer time. Just everything about my old house, and my old friends, everything has just changed so drastically. It's like, one second my life is really nice and happy, and the next, I'm living in 2 apartments, with no friends. And all I have is those memories to hold onto. But everytime I remember them, it makes me sad, and it makes me want to go back, where I was young and happy. Even though I didn't realize it, those were probably the best times of my life, and I didn't even care to notice that it would all go away, I should have cherished those moments, but I didn't and let them go as nothing. How could I have done that?? Now, because of my selfishness, I'm like a dump right now. I want to get out. But I can't!! I think moving was one of the biggest things that changed my life. Because if I didn't, I'd still have my old home, and some of my old friends. This really sucks living in two apartments, I hope I move into a house soon. *sighs*

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[sarchan.livejournal.com]

Can't really have much fun now, can you?

[sarchan.livejournal.com]

At least I had friends.

[modern--romance.livejournal.com]

lol. Not much has change on this front. Maybe that's a good thing?