I am a complete PSYCHO!!!!

[sarchan]

*yawns* Special thanks to Misty Yoshi for my colors and mouse click pointer thingie!!! ^-^ God...I'm getting way too carried away and worried! My neck kinda hurts...and my head kinda hurts and it's hard to bend my neck..(I think?) so now I think I have menejitis (spelling?) or some other rare disease! O.o;; But, just to calm me down, I do have an explanation for each of those things. My neck probably hurts cuz I've been staring at the computer too long and sitting in a weird position, and my head hurts, either cuz I'm imagining it, or I have a headache! God!! I will literally drive myself INSANE!! I worry about EVERYTHING, from swallowing to rare diseases to ANYTHING!!! O.o;; Most people don't worry as much as I do, and I can tell you that right now. Any LITTLE TINY thing that happens to me I always think the worst will happen. just cuz something gets stuck in my fingernail I fear it will cut off circulation or something stupid like that!!! I am so REDICULOUS, but I just can't get over my little fears!!!! I try and live life EASY like normal people but I can't! *sighs sighs sighs* =( I hate being me. And I hate being human. It's too much worrying and too much bad things happen!!!!!