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[sarchan]

It was really scary...while I was walking home today, I practically got hit by 4 fucking cars!!!!! and all the garderners outside my apartments had these HUGE lawn mowers/machines and they *seemed* to all be chasing after me. O.o;;; And the STRANGE thing is..I started crying! (well, not like totally in tears, but, fear crying.., hard to explain) I have no clue why the hell I *cry* at things like that...but I guess it's because when I get nervous or scared, that's the first emotion that comes. I can't stand it. I was crying last night..for NO REASON at all. I'm ALWAYS crying! And it's pissing me off!!! It seems to be the only emotion I can express all week! *sighs*