Sar-chan's got a B/F!!!! =(

[sarchan]

I can't believe that this happened..but it did...

Okay. Around 8:00 on friday night i went down to the apartment complex's pool...and i sat with my sis and her friend.
There was this guy there...and he sat and talked with us for a while. He's 15, and he goes to a not-so-good school. Then, he asked my sister to come over there and talk to him. And he said, "Is your sister hooked up with anyone?" And she said no. So then he kinda asked me out..and gave me his number.

I was...happy. Then..well, later I called him, and he wanted to go walking around the complex with me...so, I did. It was dark and all, and i was trying to make conversation, afterall, i barely KNOW the guy...O.o;;

And then, he kinda stopped me and he was all, "What would you do if I kissed you right now?"

And....I was a COMPLETE NERVOUS wreck. Cuz, well, I've never kissed a guy in my life nor have I ever had a b/f! So, stumbling all over myself, I asked if a hug would work? So he said okay, and we hugged. Then he asked "you didn't kiss me because we just met and all?" and i said yeah. Then he walked me home and I said bye.

And he wants to get together after school on monday.

Now here's the thing. What if he tries to kiss me again or force me to do something?? I DON'T KNOW HOW TO KISS A GUY!!!!!!! >.<
He goes to GATEWAY for crying out loud, and he goes there, because he said that "this girl was kicking him in the shins, so he sort of *moved* her legs over to get her to stop" and that's why he got suspended and thrown out of the school. I'm kinda not-so-sure about him. What if he's the kind that is a *player* or something? Like he doesn't even LIKE me? Cuz no guy has ever liked me before so why would HE like me?? I'm SO FREAKIN SCARED!!! I've been stressing about this all weekend and I don't know what to do!!! Or am i just worrying myself to death? whatever the case may be, I need your guys' advice BAD!!!!

Well...I better go. Getting close to bed time...Tomorrow will come....*ugh*.......:( I'm worried sick..! But I'm *kinda* happy in a way......U_U

Comments

[silentstar16.livejournal.com]

Hm, this guy does seem a bit too good to be true. But, hey, if he's genuine, that'd be *very* cool~! Don't you think? ^^ And, if he's not, then, well, you two don't go to the same school or anything. So you probabaly won't ever have to see him again, if he does something out of bounds. Trust him at first, and if he does something suspicious, let him know. Otherwise, I say go for it~! ::grins::


<------dun listen to me. I'm *very* bad about giving advice with guys. Look at me, I've never gone on a date or had a boyfriend. ;P Talk with ya later.