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[sarchan]

Okay Fine.


I'm grounded. Won't ever be on the computer till my Biology grade goes up. (I'm failing it) ...the teacher caught me passing notes the other day in class, and kinda yelled at me and said she was calling my parents.

I'm so stupid. I don't know anything. I'm not going to college. I won't be able to, with my grades. I just don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm lost. And I'm such a failure. Everyone who knows me personally knows it. I'm a slacker. I don't try. And when I do, it doesn't turn out right. I always screw up, and I'm always the one to blame.



Life can just shoot me in the head for all I care. Oh yeah. I forgot to mention Halloween. Let's just say that it was extremely depressing. I went with Tasia and Karen. I went by my old house and there were these weirdo's living there. u_u My feet hurt so I had to take off my shoes. I stepped on a snail..with bare feet. Then, when I was getting in the car to go home, my mom spilt coffee all over MY seat. And I had to clean it up. I was yelling and stuff, but that's because there's so much pressure building up that I just had to.

How's that for a Halloween..? Oh yeah. I found out that the guy I was going out with had dumped me, then went out with this other girl but found out that she was cheating on him, so then..he asked my SISTER out!!! GOD DAMN I HATE HIM..THAT FUCKING BASTARD!!!!


But....I better go now. I'll tell you more of my day as it goes on. If I can. Which I probably won't be on the computer for a while.

Bye all. Have a great day...

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[silentstar16.livejournal.com]

Sar-chan! Even if you let your grades drop and your life fall apart, I just have one thing that you need to remember. Be happy! Whatever you do, whatever happens, just be happy being there and living right for the moment! Be who you want to be and be satisfied and content with it. All of it.

Bai.