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Jan. 13th, 2002 01:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sarchangod i feel so depressed. Just reading Lara's journal entry.
It makes me want to cry.
I feel terrible.
I want to escape. Seriously. I wanted to go San Fran this weekend...feel the breeze of the bay.....the nice weather....the city in general. god it sounds so good.
i hate school. i really do. i know i can't pass my classes. I just can't.
I hate being myself. I know i'm so sick of posting these same old depressing messages, but it's my journal and it's how i feel. there's so many thoughts going on in my mind that i can't control them.
i wish i could breathe again.......just be able to live and love life every second.
like a normal person...
...am i normal...?
It makes me want to cry.
I feel terrible.
I want to escape. Seriously. I wanted to go San Fran this weekend...feel the breeze of the bay.....the nice weather....the city in general. god it sounds so good.
i hate school. i really do. i know i can't pass my classes. I just can't.
I hate being myself. I know i'm so sick of posting these same old depressing messages, but it's my journal and it's how i feel. there's so many thoughts going on in my mind that i can't control them.
i wish i could breathe again.......just be able to live and love life every second.
like a normal person...
...am i normal...?
