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Jan. 13th, 2002 01:42 pmgod i feel so depressed. Just reading Lara's journal entry.
It makes me want to cry.
I feel terrible.
I want to escape. Seriously. I wanted to go San Fran this weekend...feel the breeze of the bay.....the nice weather....the city in general. god it sounds so good.
i hate school. i really do. i know i can't pass my classes. I just can't.
I hate being myself. I know i'm so sick of posting these same old depressing messages, but it's my journal and it's how i feel. there's so many thoughts going on in my mind that i can't control them.
i wish i could breathe again.......just be able to live and love life every second.
like a normal person...
...am i normal...?
It makes me want to cry.
I feel terrible.
I want to escape. Seriously. I wanted to go San Fran this weekend...feel the breeze of the bay.....the nice weather....the city in general. god it sounds so good.
i hate school. i really do. i know i can't pass my classes. I just can't.
I hate being myself. I know i'm so sick of posting these same old depressing messages, but it's my journal and it's how i feel. there's so many thoughts going on in my mind that i can't control them.
i wish i could breathe again.......just be able to live and love life every second.
like a normal person...
...am i normal...?
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Date: 2002-01-13 04:47 pm (UTC)Oh, and, enjoying life every second isn't exactly normal. Anyone like that is probably either hiding something or are just plain crazy. Funny how that is. It's more normal to be expressive of your troubles and depressed, in my opinion.
The whole world seems to want out of their lives... oh well. Just my opinion - it may be a false statement for some people.
See ya later~!
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Date: 2003-09-01 12:54 am (UTC)You know absolutely nothing about what depression is, honey.
I'm glad that era of my life is gone and done with.
Good riddance.
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Date: 2010-03-05 11:27 pm (UTC)