sarchan: (Default)
[personal profile] sarchan
I'm really sad right now. I'm just remembering bits and pieces of my old life, and how it used to be. Like that water party on Ashley's trampoline, walking home from school in the rain with Sae, sitting in the glider in the backyard looking up at the stars, watching Sailor Moon in my parent's bedroom, the little karate match we had in my front yard during the summer time. Just everything about my old house, and my old friends, everything has just changed so drastically. It's like, one second my life is really nice and happy, and the next, I'm living in 2 apartments, with no friends. And all I have is those memories to hold onto. But everytime I remember them, it makes me sad, and it makes me want to go back, where I was young and happy. Even though I didn't realize it, those were probably the best times of my life, and I didn't even care to notice that it would all go away, I should have cherished those moments, but I didn't and let them go as nothing. How could I have done that?? Now, because of my selfishness, I'm like a dump right now. I want to get out. But I can't!! I think moving was one of the biggest things that changed my life. Because if I didn't, I'd still have my old home, and some of my old friends. This really sucks living in two apartments, I hope I move into a house soon. *sighs*

Date: 2003-03-10 05:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silversarchan.livejournal.com
fuck. i even miss THOSE TIMES. life...is.....

wow. it's changed dramatically.

but then again, so have i.

Date: 2005-10-01 10:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] modern--romance.livejournal.com
Meh. I won't say anything. It'd be useless.

Date: 2007-06-29 06:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sarchan.livejournal.com
I won't say anything to YOU either. YOU Had it good, GOD DAMNIT!

Date: 2007-06-29 06:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sarchan.livejournal.com
errr. I meant that as "modern__romance". Oy. How embarassing...

Date: 2009-01-11 06:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sarchan.livejournal.com
Atleast I could still have fun back then!!

Date: 2010-01-16 12:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sarchan.livejournal.com
Can't really have much fun now, can you?

Date: 2012-01-26 05:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sarchan.livejournal.com
At least I had friends.

Date: 2013-09-20 12:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] modern--romance.livejournal.com
lol. Not much has change on this front. Maybe that's a good thing?

Profile

sarchan: (Default)
sarchan

February 2002

S M T W T F S
     1 2
3 4 5 6 7 89
10 111213141516
17181920212223
2425262728  

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Feb. 12th, 2026 02:31 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios